Monday, January 12, 2009,10:06 pm
the weekend has been really long!
saturday seemed so long ago.
SATURDAY :D
i met up with zhengy first for lunch.
i couldnt hold everything that was inside me anymore.
and i EXPLODED onto zhengy!
she was so patient to listen to all that was on my heart!
thanks alot zhengy(:
but still, i was feeling really traumatised ?
i dont know.
i know i'm not over-reacting when i say that it was too much.
honestly, i wasnt in the mood for usher.
but i know that i needed to keep a heart of servanthood.
thanks to the encouragement of zhengy, i didnt back out.
and in the end, usher turned out to be so fun!
really learnt alot this time, and it really cheered me up to serve.
tiring, dizzy and hungry. but spiritually fulfilling(:
yilin assigned me to C1.
but the other usher wasnt there!
so i had to do the blue envelope thing.
& i was SUPER kanchiong! until my SLs had to ask me not to be so kan chiong.
the image of gang yuan laughing his butt off still haunts me.
HAHAHAHA.
i really learnt the importance of being quick and efficient and on cue.
but NOT to be kanchiong :D
it turned out to be really run!
our team was awesome. haha. with those few familiar faces(:
during debrief,
Godric and i could literally only think about DIM SUM. haha
eager to leave :x
but yilin shared many things which she observed.
which i do actually think we should pick up on :D
after that, though we finished,
gang yuan and noni refused to let the girls go.
cos it would look unfair to the guys.
so , we did the intro thing.
lol, they're seriously the most RANDOM people ever!
but yet great leaders in the house of God man.
they have SO MANY RESPONSIBILITIES!
its so inspiring!
chiong-ed down for dim sum.
but had to meet my parents after only about 20mins):
that night on the way home.
my mum said something that really hurt me.
everything i said, was inner jokes between me and my siblings since FOREVER
but she still held my words against me
kdfo0rwignkwgo ):
SUNDAY :D
i had the WORST stomachache in the morning! lol.
so i only reached in time for service :x haha
service, ohmytian.
it was just amazing! seriously.
the word was just so revelational.
and i felt God's presence just flow with each word Pastor preached!
it was just.
amazing.
i felt a burden once again tugging in my heart.
i know it might be financially tight.
but i think this series is really something they have to hear):
after that.
had a deoderant war with godric man.
by war i mean WAR.
AND MY WHOLE SHIRT WAS FULL OF IT )):
while the SP gang was taking photos, helping pf 4D,
the rest of us were writing Choongkai's card.
which he already saw -.-
spoiler! haha.
we then took funny photos for database.
and i waited for fungus for discipleship class.
we literally CHIONGED from the lift to mpr2.
it was really funny! hahaha.
i was chanting "gogogogogogogogo~"
in the end, though Dom was late.
we spent the time BONDING. hahaha.
before that though,
i ate a cheeseburger, the FASTEST I EVER ATE O.O
we played zong ji mi ma. with weird forfeits. HAHAHA.
it was really funny!
then we watched ju yin laugh for half an hour NON STOP.
gosh, it reminded me of shuni.
just that this girl has hyena laughter man!
on and on and on and on.
i'm haunted, haha.
when Dom came, we all settled down and received a great word.
about doing the right thing.
i guess this is something that answered what i brought up in prayer.
doing the right thing.
when it comes to relationships and everything.
i know that when i look back,
i dont want to remember years and months of directionless playing.
every decision defines you man (:
but dom made all the serious things really funny! haha.
and when qiwei shared about his experience.
i decided that i dont want my relationship with my family to be minimal anymore.
that night, i spent the time to talk to my dad.
and promised to eat breakfast with him today.
that night, i prayed.
i prayed my heart out before the first day of school.
MONDAY(:
finally today!
haha. i was struggling so hard to get up! o.o
ate tau huay with dad.
it was really funny! we laughed at stuff in the newspaper.
it was brief though, then i went off to school for pm.
we didnt have much time.
but, i think its important to kick off the year on the right foot.
i really hope this year is different,
this year - things will start to move.
& i'm sorry jianfan once again for not having flow :x
anyway, went to watch one episode of my drama after that :D
and kicked around the rugby ball with jf and yx.
i'm happy to admit that i seriously cmi in the dont-know-what-touch kick thing.
but it was fun playing with them.
its been so long.
then jingfen came.
haha, ate lunch with her and some others.
she's so nice to travel so far for us man!
then ladida~ ladida~
manprit and i went to help out at the house exco.
blowing balloons and cutting banners.
LOL, but candace julia and some others were there.
it was nice to catch up with them.
even if it was short(:
then, ladida~ ladida~
slacked around with qb and gentson.
supposedly they were "studying"
while i watched another episode.
the show is pissing me off man!
the people are so SCHEMING AND SELFISH! O.O
but anyway, we somehow ended up at the basketball court.
HAHAHA, then that psycho manprit wanted to run.
after a few rounds, i gave up :x haha.
but she kept on going and going and going.
i told qb and gentson about how i felt.
like finally, i've been wanting to pour it out on them for so long
i seriously dont know if they understood.
cos they spent half the time defending him :x
then somehow, with all our kanchiong-ness.
we ended up at j8.
LOL, i'm sorry. lazy to put in details :x hahaha.
ate pasta and gentson went off.
manprit and i SHOPPED(:
walked and walked around awhile before going off.
today was one of those,
significantly random days (:
but i'm glad i have friends around me now.
who knows what 2feb would bring.
i know all of these will change,
and i want to cherish the time with them now while i can(:
OHOHOH.
i forgot to say, my biggest heartache for today!
JORDAN PANGSEH-ED ME )):
i can understand men leaving me,
but p6 boys too ?! ):
im demoralised man! lol.
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